CANCER but GOD is in Control

I cannot even begin to describe the joy in my family's heart as well that is housed within my heart. Returned back to my oncologist and the tumor marker tests and physical said: tumor marker is very low and physically I am doing well.

We were so happy to hear this from my doctor. I just feel God placed him in our lives and we just feel so comfortable with him. But I have to walk 5 days a week at least 30 minutes and that was his request which I am going to do my best.

One question I did ask was: when will I begin chemo or treatments for this cancer. He said: tumor markers tell us the progress, weight loss, feeling pains, feeling sick, and just overall feel bad. I was so happy to get that question answered. So many people are concerned that they are doing nothing but overall I am being treated. With positive affirmation and to look for good thoughts.

After my appointment we went to meet our palative care social worker. She was awesome and listened to each of us. First she asked me how I felt and how I was coping? I told her my strong faith in our Lord. That there wasn't a day I could add to subtract in my life, my life was in His hands. We all shared and shed tears at times with thoughts about our loved ones who had passed with cancer. How each of us coped and dealt with my cancer also. I was so blessed to hear my family open up and share. It has prompted me to pray for them more so God can help them through hard days with me. Bless their hearts, I felt so blessed to have them in this session. It was good and when we left we were laughing and just plain blessed.

I will have a CAT scan and another tumor marker test in which I will return to my oncologist in 6 weeks. I feel he is wonderful and I want God to bless him in his wonderful compassionate heart towards myself and my precious family. I just know God has sent him to us. Another gift in this trial by fire.

I know only God can heal me for there is not a cure for this cancer type. It hopefully can be managed so I can live out the rest of my life.

Though many plans are on hold, I still believe my life and the lives of my family are in His hands. We also pray God to give my doctor wisdom and more knowledge about this cancer.

So tonight as I get ready for bed...I am blessed with good news. Each day I will make the best of it and look closely at things I have not seen and thank God for my precious time here on earth.

God created family's and I was blessed with people of faith. That is the best chemo there is.

Hugz Mammy

God Bless

 

Written by Mammy ©2011

 

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